There Goes My Life...

haven't updated in a while...

Mon, 09 May 2005 21:35:57 GMT

I don't even know what to write anymore in this LJ thing. Not a lot of people comment anyways.

But I did go see House of Wax with my sister the other night, LOVES IT.

Today I went to the beach it was GORGEOUS. I was very relaxed and listened to music and read a little. I got really really tan, which is niiiiice. Then I went swimming in the pool when I got home, it was great.

I have another job interview at a gas station tomorrow haha! They should be able to give me more hours than Sonny's so that will be a lot better, and it seems easy.

Anyways, I love pretty days like this :) This is why I live in Florida.
But I am off to go runnning, comment, comment, COMMENT! :)

Everyone else is doing it...the peer pressure got to me. hah

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

this seemed like fun

Thu, 05 May 2005 20:53:45 GMT

I love my friends. long entry but it's hot.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 17:21:37 GMT

In kindergarten your idea of a good friend was the person who let you have the red crayon when all that was left was the ugly brown one.

In first grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went to the bathroom with you and held your hand as you walked through the scary halls.

In second grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you stand up to the class bully.

In third grade your idea of a good friend was the person who shared their lunch with you when you forgot yours on the bus.

In fouth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who was willing to switch square dancing partners in gym so you wouldn't have to be stuck with Nasty Nick or Smelly Susan.

In fifth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who saved a seat on the back of the bus for you.

In sixth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who went up to Nick or Susan, your new crush, and asked them to dance with you, so that if they said no you wouldn't have to be embarrassed.

In seventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who let you copy the social studies homework from the night before that you had.

In eighth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pack up your stuffed animals and old baseball but didn't laugh at you when you finished and brok out into tears.

In ninth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who would go go a party thrown by a senior so you wouldn't wind up being the only freshman there.

In tenth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who changed their schedule so you would have someone to sit with at lunch.

In eleventh grade your idea of a good friend was the person who gave you rides in their new car, convinced your parents that you shouldn't be grounded, consoled you when you broke up with Nick or Susan, and found you a date to the prom.

In twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you pick out a college or university, assured you that you would get into that college or university, helped you deal with your parents who were having a hard time adjusting to the idea of letting you go...

At graduation your idea of a good friend was the person who was crying on the inside but managed the biggest smile one could give as they congratulated you.

The summer after twelfth grade your idea of a good friend was the person who helped you clean up the bottles from that party, helped you sneak out of the house when you just couldn't deal with your parents, assured you that now that you and Nick or Susan were back together, you could make it through anything, helped you pack up for the university and just silently hugged you as you looked through blurry eyes at 18 years of memories you were leaving behind, and finally on those last days of childhood, went out of their way to give you reassurance that you would make it in college as well as you had these past 18 years, and most importantly sent you off to college knowing that you were loved.

Now, your idea of a good friend is still the person that gives you the better of two choices, holds your hand when you're scared, helps you fight off those who try to take advantage of you, thinks of you at times when you're not there, reminds you of what you have forgotten, helps get your ID back from Kau's, helps you put the past behind you but understands when you need to hold on to it a little longer, stays with you so that you have confidence, goes out of their way to make time for you, helps you clear up your mistakes, helps you deal with the pressure from others, smiles for you when they are sad, helps you become a better person, and most importantly loves you!!

tomorrow we can drive around this town, and let the cops chase us around.

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 17:05:20 GMT

Everyone take my quiz!! It's hot

Take my Quiz on QuizYourFriends.com!

quick update for no reason at all...

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 03:29:53 GMT

"my weakness is, that I care to much.
and these scars remind me that the past is real.
i tear my heart open, just to feel.."

that is such a good song. loves it!

anyways, I'm so done!!!
But I'm gonna go study. leave em!

all the colors mix together...to grey, and it breaks her heart.

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 01:03:52 GMT

Well exams are going swell. LOL not. I may fail my anatomy exam, which is AWFUL, but I'll probably take it over, since it's so very important for my major. The teacher we have just gives us an overwhelming amount of information and it's very difficult to learn that much in such a short time!

Anyways...yesterday I took my English exam,
today I will be attempting that one, and my history of jazz exam.
Tomorrow I have my social psych. and western civ exams
and Thursday I have my first aid/safety.

Then...I am out of here!! We were all talking about how we want to stay an extra week without any school or anything, just to party with everyone before the summer haha - I WISH!

But I'm going to study just in case I can get over a 60 on my anatomy exam ;) haha

Comments??

it's best to take your time...

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 15:39:03 GMT

"distance means nothing to me, it only makes me wanna see you...longer."

Well I definitely got more sleep last night than I probably ever have here at college ;)

But I'm up too early anyways, because my English exam isn't until 1!!
Oh well, I guess I'll just study for some other exams...or not.

This weekend was interesting. I had a lot of fun on Thursday and Friday, but Saturday was blah! I just wasn't feeling like going out anyways, but I did and It wasn't what I expected. But I did get to hang out with Will and Alberto: drinking beer and watching ebaums world is quite the combination. haha :)

Well I really can't wait until I get to go home...for more than one reason.
I really want exams to be over with, I want to start making money, and I want to be able to visit some certain people...or person. :) :)

Well that's it for now, leave me some gorgeous comments!!

"how can we make it through today, without thinking about tomorrow?"

I'm up too early...yes it is too early.

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 14:51:08 GMT

Last night was so much fun!! Thursday was hot too. I like going out randomly on a Thursday b/c I usually don't and when you do your weekend seems so much longer!! Except...it's really funny when I get kicked out of Kau's...lol. Yeah, but I got my ID back, fuckers!

So..had a good time dancing on Thurs. then yesterday we went to this place called Bedrock that had $1 pitchers practically all night! That was hot. I saw a lot of people which was cool...even some people I wasn't expecting to talk to. But I guess everything was cool. Who knows.

Today Twinner and I have to work the stupid softball game. I like softball, but I don't like sitting and selling dumb tickets. So that's what we will be doing on this lovely afternoon. For a freakin double header. EFF! But tonight will be fun it's a grafitti party at Brandon & Asa's house! We have not been to that dump in forever...hehe I miss it!

That's pretty much it, we're supposed to be going to IHOP with Fish for her birthday, but I don't know what's going on right now hahah.

So leave me some comments :)

what did you think I would get??

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 22:56:59 GMT

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Paris and Nicky

Wild, infamous, and stunningly gorgeous.
You cause a scene wherever you go

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

haha of course the Twinners are. DUH!

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 06:07:47 GMT

"I think I luv ya, so what am I so afraid of?"

"and all I want to be is like the movies,
the perfect hollywood dream.
you and me together forever.
I wish it could be.
I wish it could be...." - Rookie of the Year

April 4, 2005...

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 20:15:28 GMT

Celebrate we will. Cause life is short but sweet for certain.

Happy Holiday. :)

ahhh

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 02:32:36 GMT

11 days left until summer. yeahhh!

Nothing new has been happening. hmmm

we have a try out tomorrow for soccer at 3:30 then we are done!!!

Twinner and I have some tatooage coming up and some manicure's! LOVES IT!
Should be nice! You know since we are getting so much money from work study...hehehe

Well we went to Clearwater beach saturday. Not a fucking good idea. Our ride took FOREVER to get us there b/c he had to pick up other people and run a bunch of errands so we got there at 3:30 and froze and got sand in our eyes. NOT FUN. Then we hung out at his house sitting house which was pretty cool. Met some new interesting people haha.

That's it for now! Time to study. Leave me a message :)

this is funny

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 21:54:48 GMT

some of these things are NOT true...but I have to say most of them are ;)

1. Saying "I love you" before, during or after sex doesn't count.
2. When we ask you how we look, "fine" is not an appropriate answer.
3. We obsess over whether you'll call from the moment we give you our number.
4. We fantasize. But it's usually about you.
5. We love it when you email us at work.
6. No matter how cool we seem about it, if you did something bad, we're pissed off.
7. Don't patronize us by asking if our bad mood is because of PMS.
8. Don't ever tell us what to do, even when we ask you to.
9. We will leave you if you lie to us.
10. We're unimpressed by men who don't take the lead. Be a man, dammit!
11. We love when you hold our hands.
12. We need to hear how you feel about us. Tell us right now. And again in ten minutes.
13. We want to be the best thing that ever happened to you -- and for you to know it.
14. If we don't feel loved, we'll start looking elsewhere.
15. Don't talk about your ex. Ever.
16. We like porn, too.
17. We remember everything about our relationships. Yes, everything.
18. We let you fix things.
19. You're sexiest when you're: sweating, driving, shaving, or holding a baby.
20. We've faked it.
21. Groping and foreplay are not the same thing.
22. While we're on the subject: more foreplay!
23. If we're not having sex it's because: we feel fat; we don't feel very close to you, or we are punishing you for not doing something our way.
24. We're afraid to meet your mother.
25. We think you should have already known all this stuff.

HAHAHA loves it.
comment bitches!!!!

Quick update before class...

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 15:06:22 GMT

kinda silly...

New Layout...do you love it?
Let me know what you think!

Today is my fav. day of the week. Only two classes (and I slept in through the first one today) and pool all day because we don't have soccer practice. We're supposed to scrimmage the Lambda Chi's, but I don't think I'll be participating...lol.

you will never understand the ways I looked at you...

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 03:37:32 GMT

Went to the band show at the bandshell here at FSC. Enjoyable. Arthur Woodale, Jinxed, Rookie of the Year, and Rory played awesome!!! I didnt' get to see Rory b/c my back was killing me so I decided to head back to the dorms, but Twinner loved them! I got a bunch of the songs, so I'm listening to them all now...loves IT!

Some people make me think and think and think...and it's about good stuff...but I shouldn't think...or expect, or want any of this. What is wrong with me?? I bet they haven't even thought twice about it, or even thinks it would ever be possible. But, I think anything is worth trying.

Well I'm finishing up some hw and heading off to bed! Easy day tomorrow, so I'm excited about that :)

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 02:13:11 GMT

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts. And we are never, ever the same.-- Anonymous

nice quote. loves it.

won't you save me, save is what I need.

B-O-C-A, Boca, Boca all the way

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 15:16:08 GMT

What up. This weekend Twinner and I came to Boca to chill and get away from Lakeland for a while.

Our train was 4 hours late. Yes...FOUR hours late. Soo being the hot Twinners that we are, we decided to lay out at the train station.
Loves it.

On the train we met a whole bunch of fun people, old and young and had a great time. One of the guys wanted our number so he bought us beer. ahaah It was hot. Another one carried my bags for me, which was really nice of him! But it was really funny, hopefully we will have fun on the ride back too!

Friday we were so tired so Twinner showed me around town and then we chilled and watched movies and ate pizza.

Saturday we went to the beautiful beach alllll day!! The water was amaaazing! Then we ate at Ruby Tuesday's and got ready to go out.
We went to the beach again and a bunch of kids were having a party so we chilled there. I met her friends Sean and Pola and then we went to the park and then back to her house.

It's been fun, but now we have to get back on the train in a few hours or 10 maybe. Leave me some comments!!

::EDIT:: On the way home from Boca, we had to ride a bus from Winter Haven to Lakeland and this girl that was sitting behind us was really really drunk and dumb. She must have fallen asleep or something but all of a sudden right before our stop she flew out of the chair and hit the floor right in the aisle. HAHAHA everyone around her tried to pick her up but she wasn't responding. then she finally got up and was like THANKS! hahaha it was soo funny but retarted at the same time lol...had to add that shit.

hmmm?

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 12:43:31 GMT

well it's 8:40 in the AM and I'm ready to leave this hell hole! Twinner and I are gonna tear it up in Boca!!!!! Can not wait! First we have to sign up for Hell Hall next year, then eat breakfast and go to the train station! Then we are on our way! Sadasaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!

It's funny what you come up with when you really have lots of time to think...
yuh.

All I know is I'm ready to get down in Boca and it's going to be great!!!

live like you were dyin motha fuckers.

fuck THAT!

me and my sista...we drink lots of twista... - Twinners

what up.

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 13:55:57 GMT

Your Penis Name is: Beefy McManstick

Get your own Penis Name

hahahahaha.

what up.

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:52:22 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Amanda (Paris A)
Birthday:	May 25
Birthplace:	Barnstable, MA
Current Location:	Lakeland, FL
Eye Color:	right now...blue
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	Italian, Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	blue reefs
Your Weakness:	macaroni and cheese. I can never resist.
Your Fears:	failure, being alone forever
Your Perfect Pizza:	deep dish cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	4.0
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:	NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Your Best Physical Feature:	everything. j/k
Your Bedtime:	around 11 during the week...about 6 or 7AM on the weekends..;)
Your Most Missed Memory:	Ormond Beach Waves Club soccer :(
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	MacDonalds
Single or Group Dates:	Group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Coffee
Do you Smoke:	sometimes
Do you Swear:	all the time
Do you Sing:	yes of course
Do you Shower Daily:	most of the time
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	i'm in college bitches
Do you want to get Married:	ehhh, maybe
Do you belive in yourself:	yuh
Do you get Motion Sickness:	hung over on the zipper...haha twinner
Do you think you are Attractive:	sexy
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	now that I'm here, yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no!
Do you play an Instrument:	i wish!
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	just picked up a scrip yesterday
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	haha yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	eww
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes. Grand Buffet with Twinner! yea!
In the past month have you been on Stage:	maybe...table dancing?? haha who knows
In the past month have you been Dumped:	hell no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yes
Ever been Drunk:	ridiculously.
Ever been called a Tease:	hehehe yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no haha
Ever Shoplifted:	it's something you learn in college...just kidding. i think
How do you want to Die:	in my sleep
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	anestesiologist
What country would you most like to Visit:	Europe
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	doesn't matter
Best Clothing Style:	whatev
Number of Drugs I have taken:	hahaha..
Number of CDs I own:	a whole bunch
Number of Piercings:	5 all together
Number of Tattoos:	2 so far, 1 on the way
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	regrets are worthless
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

let me just say...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 23:00:41 GMT

If I am ever in a never-ending vegetative state, DO NOT let me live for that long.

There.

I am glad that she can finally rest in peace. What the fuck goes through some people's minds?

gorgeous.

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 22:53:45 GMT

Practice was decent today! I'm still not into it like I should be, but it's mostly because I'm in so much pain when I'm playing. I refuse to complain about it to the team, but...maybe if they knew, things would be different. So, you say, why play if it hurts so bad? It's more complicated than you would ever know.

On a happier note...we are going to PC this weekend!! Thanks to Brad we will be leaving right after our last game, from Deland and heading to Palm Coast!!! We'll probably stop there, and continue on to Jacksonville to party it up for the weekend. I'm so sick of this place and school right now. It will be great to get away...and hopefully hang out with some of our fav. people!! ;)

Tonight is going to be busy busy. We are going to the intramural champ. basketball game....
and we have two HUGE tests to study for. History of Jazz is tomorrow, which I haven't studied for AT ALL. :( Anatomy is on Friday which is going to be AWFUL. I already think I failed the lab exam, and now we have to know the origin/insertion, function, & location of freakin 150 muscles. WTF?! I might have to change my major after this gay class.

Well leave me some comments if you love it.

I need to get ready. Peace.

make a chick wanna hate, make a boy wanna stare ;)

Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:05:42 GMT

Well practice today was the usual.....FRUSTERATING AS FUCK.

Anyways. I'm so glad it's thursday tomorrow. No more tests, my paper is done and due tomorrow, AND....SEAN is coming!!! :)

We are probably going to chill tomorrow, since I don't have practice - hip hip hooray. And Friday we are visiting Amy at UCF and probably going to a party, which will be fun. I haven't been out in a while!

Well nothing is new really. Just a lot of school work lately..and pretty soon we're gonna be able to sign up for classes and housing arrangements. Twinner and I really, really want to live in a suite next year..but we'll see how that goes!

As for now I'm going to make a bajillion more anatomy flashcards...
I swear we have to know 1,000 muscles in this freakin class!
Then...everyone knows it's the SIMPLE LIFE at 9:30!!! AHH! I love those girls!!

I'm out. Leave me lots of sexy comments.

::edit::

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thinks of you as their best friend	shecravesbeauty
pretends to like you	oneillboardshak
wants to move your relationship to the next level	cravinthis
wants you in bed	whitekid321
Loves your quirkiness	turtlefood
desperately loves to read your journal	lovealways0214
Loves you more than you know	mygetaway
thinks you are stange	soccerchick9

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fuck this

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 04:02:40 GMT

This week was one of the worst. I feel like I'm not even in my own body right now. I don't even know what to do. I'm so glad that I played a soccer game today (or sucked at it rather) and I don't even remember what happened in the game. I didn't feel like I was on the field, I couldn't move or focus or do anything. I was just there. All I remember is being yelled at and sucking horribly. I feel like I just lost something in my life. Or I'm having a nervous breakdown. Something's going on though, but I just don't know.

But..I'm really glad that Wayne and Sean came to visit this weekend, even though I was like a space alien, and still feel like one. I just hope things get better. I am stressing so bad about some stupid tests and papers. it's fucking ridiculous. I just want to get it all over with and go home.

FUCK!!!!!!! I hate school right now. And everything was going so great. Now I feel like I'm dying.

.......................................................................................................

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 19:53:07 GMT

Wow. awesome. Soccer is just plain awesome...........

ANYWAYS. I'm kinda bummed b/c I can't really do anything this weekend, except study!!! : O
But two awesome people are visiting and that's hot.

Wayne is here and he's probably been really bored watching our games, and chillin while we're studying, but we're supposed to be doing something fun tonight so...! :)

Tomorrow we have another game and hopefully we win again. I wish we could kinda get things together though, that would be cool. yeauh.

Hmm back to the books, just thought I would put in a little update and MAYBE I COULD GET SOME COMMENTS ONCE IN A WHILE. huh. okay bye.